\u00a0<\/p>\n
gen\u00e7 mi olunurmu\u015f i\u00e7erde a benim g\u00fcl\u00fcm
s\u00f6yledim yedi y\u0131lda b\u00fct\u00fcn t\u00fcrk\u00fclerini \u00f6mr\u00fcn
g\u00fcz bir yandan u\u00e7u\u015fur sa\u00e7lar\u0131mda
k\u0131\u015f bir yandan <\/p>\n
ihtim\u00e2l ki ben senden tam sekiz ilkbahar b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm
sen sa\u00e7lar\u0131na ilkokul kurdelas\u0131 takt\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00fcn
devad\u0131mlarla bulu\u015ftu ayaklar\u0131m
ah ne \u00e7abuk <\/p>\n
kan\u0131m\u0131 pompalad\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fimin \u00e7elik kaslar\u0131
kan\u0131m damarlar\u0131mda \u015faha kalkan atlard\u0131
beyaz atk\u0131lar gibi att\u0131m boynuma bulutlar\u0131
u\u00e7ura u\u00e7ura y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131nda \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn <\/p>\n
en g\u00fczel nak\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 vururken kanatlar\u0131 ku\u015fun
delip ge\u00e7ti karaci\u011ferimi karanl\u0131k bir kur\u015fun
onsekiz ya\u015f\u0131m d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc \u0131slak aynas\u0131na asfalt\u0131n
\u0131l\u0131k bir \u0131sl\u0131k gibi akt\u0131 kan\u0131m
fakat \u00f6lmedim <\/p>\n
bir hem\u015firenin mavi g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcne tutundum g\u00fcl\u00fcm
anlad\u0131m ki asla yenemez g\u00fclen insan\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm
dokuzuncu g\u00fcn hayk\u0131rd\u0131m pencereden g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne
heey
kur\u015funlar\u0131n ra\u011fm\u0131na ya\u015famak ne g\u00fczel \u015fey <\/p>\n
ben b\u00f6yle hep uslanmaz kavgac\u0131 ve her g\u00fczele a\u015f\u0131k
durmu\u015fken seksen mart ak\u015famlar\u0131na bahar gibi \u015f\u0131k
duvarlara zincirlere \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 yolu umudumun
\u015fark\u0131lar ne bilsin sorguevlerini istanbul’un
gayrettepe’yi samand\u0131ra’y\u0131… ah g\u00fcl\u00fcm ne bilsin <\/p>\n
parmaks\u0131z bir el gibi b\u00fct\u00fcn tan\u0131mlar\u0131 insan\u0131n
insan i\u015fkencede susabilen bir hayvanm\u0131\u015f me\u011fer
dur a\u011flama k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm hi\u00e7 yak\u0131\u015fmaz y\u00fcz\u00fcne keder
ta k\u00f6k\u00fcnden t\u00fck\u00fcrd\u00fcm dilsiz kalacakm\u0131\u015f\u0131m ne gam
i\u015fte b\u00f6yle ba\u015flad\u0131 benim y\u0131llar s\u00fcren m\u00e2ceram<\/p>\n
Nevzat \u00c7EL\u0130K<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 gen\u00e7 mi olunurmu\u015f i\u00e7erde a benim g\u00fcl\u00fcm s\u00f6yledim yedi y\u0131lda b\u00fct\u00fcn t\u00fcrk\u00fclerini \u00f6mr\u00fcn g\u00fcz bir yandan u\u00e7u\u015fur sa\u00e7lar\u0131mda k\u0131\u015f bir yandan ihtim\u00e2l ki ben senden tam sekiz ilkbahar b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm sen sa\u00e7lar\u0131na ilkokul kurdelas\u0131 takt\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00fcn devad\u0131mlarla bulu\u015ftu ayaklar\u0131m ah ne \u00e7abuk kan\u0131m\u0131 pompalad\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fimin \u00e7elik kaslar\u0131 kan\u0131m damarlar\u0131mda \u015faha kalkan atlard\u0131 beyaz atk\u0131lar gibi […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[25],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-909","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-nevzat-celik"},"yoast_head":"\n